As I've already said, it has been insane these past few weeks. But I've realized some very important things. I've discovered that friends mean so much to me now, that no matter what, I always know that I've got them there. I've realized that everything happens for a reason, and that the harder I do to change something, the worse I feel. I've completely changed my thought process, and realized that I need to stop trying to control things, and just let them happen as they are planned to. I've been listening to a song by Sage Francis, called Inherited Scars. The lyrics are amazing, the man is truely a poet. I've had a playlist, with lyrics that I can relate to and express myself through. Songs, for me, are one of the easiest ways to express yourself.
"And when you wake up, everything is going to be fine...Promise you that you'll wake in a better place, and a better time...so you are tired of living, feel like you might give in, well don't....It's not your time.." -Better Place, Better time..Streetlight Manifesto
I'm sorry, you say
As bright headlights come over the hill
Briefly reflecting every moment we've had together
The speedometer reads one hundred twenty
I suck my breath in and close my eyes,
Tightly, as to brace myself for what is to come.
A scream warns me
A phone call
My knuckles turn white.
And then we collide.
I reach for your hand
But am too late, for I am thrown forward
And as I find myself flying through window
I see you
Holding her hand.
My pulse fails as my body,
A worthless rag doll,
Smacks against the cold, hard pavement.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment